"Nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love."
life is about the struggle to find your courage in the abyss. don't give up on the world... find beauty in all it's imperfections. anything can be a learning experience.
Everything is a learning experience. But I find myself making the same mistakes over and over again. When am I supposed to learn? I feel like a fucking idiot.
I want to throw you up against a wall and eat you out until you cum on face then make you lick it off and fuck you until scream stop.
Every time I get up off the couch I start to cry.
Every time I think about how bad my drug addiction has gotten I cry.
Every time I think about my life, my mom with cancer, my lack of friends, and my on going mental instability and lack of motivation I cry.
But here I am, blogging about it, not getting myself any help. Just complaining.